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hi! this will be a page to list and talk about things that i like, things that had an impact on me, or overall things that i do not want to forget!! from games and software to videos and memes, it'll serve as both as an outlet for me and as an archive for quick access to some images that i really like :D
the games, reading and character pages follow a vaguely chronological format from my newer interests first and older last, the rest of the pages are just what looks better next to eachother (i tend to keep longer texts in the same line to not leave tons of blank unused space LOL)
BTW some stuff will be only in portuguese because im Brazilian, #sorry gringos...
this idea was inspired by something similar i saw on a neocities website, the person had listed the manga/anime they viewed but sadly i cannot remember who was it :(
What's rotating on my head RIGHT NOW!!!
i'm borderline addicted to flight rising ngl
also hxvoc synthv been rotating a lot. excited to hear what people are gonna make with him
characters that i luv!!

the bottom right character in this image
i heard his 20 second teaser and went "HOLY SHIT SYNTHV SCREAMO". then i listened to his demo song and cried /j.
but fr his demo song has been on my head for like 2 weeks send help i need more covers
this guy made a big feat, I (who lives in a country with weak currency) unironically want to buy his voicebank. i was always into ninezero's voice but i always felt that i'd be limited if i chose to get him as a hypothetical first or second synthv VB, but this guy? yeah if i had 90 bucks i'd throw it at him no questions asked

autism /pos

old gay man hell yes
i find him relatable, maybe a bit too much, i also listened to cat way more times than i can count

i like him a lot, but i am extremely salty (no pun intended) that i made an oc x canon pairing with this man just for the game to drop RacismLand 2: Electric Bogaloo right after. water dragon man still holds the spot of ex-comfort character so he deserves at least a mention here

MY GIRL I'LL TAKE YOU OUT OF THIS SHITTY GAME I SWEAR
she was platonic love at first sight i've always loved her... and as a bonus she sinergized so well with fireworks girl... yunjin i miss you...

do i even need to say anything. shes THE girl. anything that i could talk about her has already been said!
anyway i really like how every fiber of miku herself has become a blank canvas for all kinds of art to be made, not just from her concept of "blank slate" as a voice, but going much beyond that, miku might be the best anti-harmful-AI argument ever made, she is a character on her own, of course, but miku is much, much more than that when coupled together with the community
in short terms, i really like hatsune miku, but i love what she represents, she is the voice and medium of artists, and in the same way that she would not be the same without them, the artists wouldn't be the same without her. something like that
but miku NT still kinda sucks... sorry crypton but maybe you should put a little less money in brand collabs and a little more into software development. let her get new samples PLEASE.

every time this man appears on my screen with his big fangs and even bigger personality i have a sudden urge to scream The Bad Word For Gay (the F one). not even the portuguese variant, just the english one
i think thats called "projection"
stuff that i read, webcomics, fanfics, and the occasional article
readimg... most webcomics will be from tapastic because i despise webtoons (and also because i don't have the phone space to keep the two apps..)

the writing, the characters, the ART???? i can hardly believe this was the author's first comic by how much of a BANGER it is, the character design is one of my favorite things, the comic has quite a big cast but they don't look similar to eachother to the point of being confusing, which is hard to do even in color, much less in black & white. also bonus points because the humor and jokes are very aligned with mine

this comic is so BRAZILIAN in its CORE that i am personally handing out a CPF (brazilian ID) to the author. congratulations ciça youre brazil now. (also self reminder that i need to read the smell of samba)

cute short comic about gay anthros, hell yeah!!

...then after YWAM, you go read bloom and zoom!
not gonna lie, i opened the comic to go looking for a good vetis panel and ended up. re-reading the whole thing.

bro (gender neutral) was really able to fit themes of trauma, abuse, acceptance and more in an ANGEL X DEMON COMEDY BL, while also serving as an allegory for various types of minoritiesl. YWAM is crazy good, and might also leave you with depression as a bonus!

reading this comic is like free therapy LMAO,, i absolutely love how the characters are explored and their relationships are built, you really get to see how each of them is a person as complex as everyone else, this is THE sliciest slice of life that has ever lived. i don't think i can choose a favorite from the main cast because i love them all for different and similar reasons

FUCKING GOATED EVERYONE SHOULD READ TKITS RIGHT NOW!!!!!! (only if you want of course... but you should its really good)
there's nothing i love more than re-reading tkits and seeing its artstyle change over time. my favorite artstyles are the ones in Camellya and Chamomile. also raven's backgrounds are absolutely insane How Does He Do That

i love love love the artstyle of skeptical, the pixel art and the different fonts used for characters makes this webcomic so distinctive, the characters and settings are also so interesting!! also i may be obsessed with swormen and copycat, just a little, it may be the fact that i like the trope of that immortal god x little guy who was fucked up by life, it may also be the fact that the shadows are really cool both in concept and in chracter designs, or may be the fact that swormen is really pretty, idk
Websites
me rambling about cool sites
Games

someone reccomended this game to me in 2024 as a way to get art commissions and it LITERALLY replaced my doomscrolling, i barely open social media now my default activity is flight fucking rising and i am GLAD!!! I LOVE MY PIXEL DRAGONS!!!!! I LOVE TALKING WITH PEOPLE THERE AND DOING ART!!! if i had a home page in my browser it'd be flight rising cuz its my virtual home full of silly dragons
literal definition of comfort game, i play infrequently (no money for star rider) so i never reached the point of completing all quests (which is usually when people quit, since for the longest time this game had a severe lack of things to do besides questing)
even though sso is buggy, has a disjointed art direction and suffers of poor management decisions, it feels very whole and full of life to me. i love the sound ambience of this game, and the fact that it's silly.
going around in jorvik right after playing open world gacha games made me realize that i really like small maps, i don't need to be on a giant map with 10 continents to feel like i'm exploring. an adventure in this game also means getting to know ways of getting to a place faster, finishing a race faster, how to walk by foot from point A to B, it made me realize that i actually love the feeling of knowing my surroundings, it feels like i'm building a true connection to the world around me
that's also kinda why i dislike the new silverglade though. why is it all grass where is the concrete and the walls i don't have any points of reference i don't know where i'm going AAAAAAHHH

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i hate wildworks. i love corn. corn forever. 🌽🌽🌽🌽
feral was honestly a spark on a bottle that WW decided to throw on their own foot. the art direction of it is literally so unique and beaultifully crafted that i have never seen something like it ever since, there are a lot of flat stylized games out there but none looks as elegant, mysterious and ethereal as feral does. nor do they offer as much player customization as feral
where they fucked up here is that feral didnt really had any concrete gameplay loop, even though this game desperately looked like it wanted to be something more, yet depite that they added battle passes and microtransactions to make the game stay afloat. mix that with eventual poor communication and you have a time-ticking bomb of frustrated players that will eventually become fed up and leave... or you would, if you didn't abruptly cut out your game's life support to sell out its organs for a NFT project!
the closure of feral still makes me very sad, a game that could be so much yet it ended up turning into dust, in some ways it almost feels poetic, a fleeting beauty kind of thing

good franchise love it, i may or may not make a separate entry for each of the games when i finish them, i'm currently playing fashion foward and it's my favorite in terms of items, i feel like FF added a lot more interesting stuff and it made me appreciate more the other brands that i usually bought less from in trendsetters
my favourite brand in style savvy 1 was probably mad jack, my favs in trendsetters are raven candle and marble lily
i remember i saw an indie website once with a REALLY cool style savvy 1 shrine, complete with info on all the brands, if i find it again i'll link it here
Music
general songs and non-vocaloid covers i like

first vocaloid song i've ever heard because a friend reccomended it to me, has a special place on my heart! (though it does remind me i promised them i'd watch the rest of kagerou project and never came around to doing it...)
i also made reguri art based on it!
ps.: i know this is a fanmade MV but it's the one i was sent so its the original. in my heart.

this one deserves a spot, it was the kickstart of my japanese music playlist and thus the catalyst for me to get into both vocaloid, nilfruits and wooma's art. also yuu's voice in general is great listen to their stuff
even though i'm a little sick of the first few seconds of this song, since this is the first of my playlist i always skip it since i listen to my songs in random order LOL

i just love the vibes, they're immaculate

i feel some sort of attraction to luka's model in this song that i can't really describe, maybe it's like how gay men like pop divas, maybe she could turn me bisexual, maybe is purely aesthetic envy or maybe it's all of the above mixed together, all i know is that i want her figure so bad

this song is like stimming to me, if i could explain neurodivergency in form of music it would be this
this song also genuinely helps me when i'm feeling overwhelmed, it's fast paced and there's enough going on for me to focus on it, but it's not aggressive and it doesn't have TOO much going on, it's the perfect middle ground for my brain

villain is great, u-san is great, nothing else to add. simply phenomenal

if this is "just" a song theme for a visual novel then why does it SLAP SO FUCKING HARD?????
Vocaloid Covers
I made a separate section for vocaloid (actually, vocal synths in general) covers because they're special to me. To me vsynth tuning and mixing is an art in itself, it is truly magical how in the right hands, ANY vocal synth can sound good. And also how "good" doesn't necessarily mean "realistic"

this cover opened my eyes to bruno's power when tuned well, most of covers that i've heard with him in spanish were really clunky but this one in portuguese is SO good, if it weren't for some of his pronounciation quirks i'd 100% think he was a PTBR bank, and Maika is also tuned great

i'll be honest i totally thought this cover had like 300k views or something but it only has 28k???? (i bet at least a thousand of those are mine) anyway, smooth perfect tuning of an UTAU, sora sounds extremely smooth and POWERFUL here, i love this cover a lot, if you told me this was a commercial demo i'd believe you

ah yes, everyone's first "holy shit UTAU can actually sound good?" moment, nothing much to note besides that kyaami's tuning is gorgeous and that me, too, had my eyes opened with this cover

i'll be honest, i'm quite new to the utau scene considering its age (started listening around 2019) but i always research about its history and stuff, i actually got quite emotional with this demo, to think we went to trying to make portuguese covers with miku V2, to getting MAIKA as the closest thing to our language being in the vocaloid engine, developing our own UTAU VBs and culminating all the technology improvement and community effort, i believe Pururu is a character that encapsulates that perfectly, she started as japanese CV, got a portuguese CVVC and now has a beaultiful AI vb with a pronounciation that i can understand without ANY effort. it really feels like she has grown together with the community

another cover that made me view vocaloid/tuning in a different light, genuinely have never seen anyone else make miku sound like how rishie does, she has such a POWER to her voice it genuinely sounds like she's singing from her chest voice

thank god we have bara yaoi now i'm so tired of twinks

this cover is the definite proof you don't need to sound realistic to sound good or emotional, this is one of my favorite ghost rule covers
Images
random ahh images. click to enlarge on a new tab!

club penguin age selector. i keep sending the "18 and over" image to all my friends when they turn 18 but my time to make fun of them is nearing it's end and i am in line to become the next old penguin. i cannot do anything but accept my fate. i always had a hunched back and weak constitution anyways so, in the end, are we so different after all?
Long videos
long form videos n stuff
Short videos
for videos shorter than 5 minutes

everything in this video is perfect, from he saying "i can't speak korean" in korean to the cut scream at the end

EEEEITA SEU VERISSIMO QUE PAU GOSTOS

i miss calamidaddy

certified internet classic

MY BWAIN IS BWOKEEEEEEN

there's captions in portugese & english. bon dia and oborigado

brazilian miku before brazilian miku exist- HUH?? WHY IS GUAXINIM GAMER ON THE COMMENTS???
the original video is actually this one from niconico, also can i just point out that the instruments are correctly animated?? that's really nice
